pLeAsAnt dAys aHeAd.. bE goOd..

woah..!

2004-10-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

wow... today is such a joyous occasion.. suddenly realise.. shoo many ppl care about me de.. lolx.. hmm... bought 1 ankle socks.. since mine spoil liaoz.. haha... hmm... so fun lor.. my gorgor... crazy de... nth nth.. haha.. his b dae yesterday.. cnt kajiao him.. haha.. hmm... hmm.. ok lah.. today.. i really very happy.. haha.. hmm.. ok lah.. daddy calling.. gtg.. cya.. bye

poEmS

2004-10-21T01:07:00.000-07:00

tHis pOeMs r niCe.. woNder iF u gUys liKe it..?

~tHe eNd~
I will never be the same again
I am off to start my life anew
I am finally letting go of the all hurts past
And that darling has to include you.

It is easier to move on now
As I don't wake up in the night anymore
Thinking of you & crying out your name
The tears have all dried up now

I am getting stronger everyday
I am just not the same Kate.
I wonder should I thank or hate you
For the change you brought in me,

All the pain you have caused me,
Is now forever dimmed.
We will soon be officially over
And I have accepted this

I am in the control seat again
I have finally said my adieu
I am starting my life anew
I am finally free of you.

~aLoNe~

It is cold and wet again today
The rain is falling on the roof and here I am alone.
Thinking deep thoughts of life and of love,
Meaningless to anyone but myself.
For you see I am all alone.

They are watching me, their eyes not knowing,
Knowing nothing of what they see.
I am but another lost soul, all by myself you see.
They scurry on the surface, not knowing,
And unaware of the life below when you are alone.

Loneliness is not a burden nor is it a sorrow,
But it is a time of solitude, of deepness
Never to be shared, never to be understood.
They can never reach the place where I am
Nor will I ever reach where they are.

I know I don't want to reach that place.
True happiness is here, unmisted.
Unmisted by smiles or laughter,
Unmisted by the joys of company.
For you see I am all-alone

To find true happiness,
To know if one is truly happy,
One must be happy alone.
To be happy within oneself

~iTs oVer~
We never really said our Goodbyes
Yet I am alone with tears in my eyes
Crying at the memory of a love now gone
As I face each new day that dawns

In the dark night thoughts whirl round my brain
It's hard to believe that I'll never see you again
The song on the radio cries out in pain
It's over, it's over

It's late and I'm with my memories alone
We drink to forget the coming dawn
As tears to my eyes just swarm
Time to let the hurt perform

Maybe I will close my eyes and dream
Of a time we were in each others arms
Safe from everyday harms
Giving ourselves up to loves charms

Maybe I should stick to just dreaming
As there you can feel you are beaming
Real love hurts I have discovered
Goodbye Lover

dUn gEt miSunDerstOod gUys.. tHis iS jUz a niCe pOem wHicH i liKe aLot.. hmnmmm... dUn gEt miSuNderStOod... =PpPpPPpP

tHe tRiP tO oRcHArd

2004-10-20T05:34:00.000-07:00

woAhz... yesteRday de orchard shopping shoo nice.. haha.. hmmm.. went to shoo many shopping centres.. bought endless stuffs.. woah.. suprisingly.. siyuan din wear pink leh.. haha... budden we went to the pinkish shop.. she look look here and there.. zzz.. haha... woah.. took 3 neoprints.. lolX... realised tanya and kumjiawei has sooo many earholes.. lolX.. nOlA.. nOt mAny.. rAngiNg fRom 3-7 niA.. haHa.. dEn hOr.. woAh.. siYuan shOoo nAivE.. lolX.. sHoO scAred dE nEhx.. hAhA.. wEnt tO piErcE hOle nOrhX.. dEn Hor.. sHe lIke dUn dAre dUn dAre liKe daT.. wOah.. mUZ saY unTil wE tReaT hEr neHx.. hAha.. hMmm.. dEn.. wE toOk neOprints... wOah... cHiO leH.. loLx.. hMm.. dUnNo hOw mAny pPl.. woah.. shooo many ppl down there taking neoprints lor..zzz.. haishX.. den like that lor.. zzz.. shoo funny de leh... haishX.. go eat mac.. shirlynn, jiawei and me.. walau.. tok this and that.. haha... hmmm.. den... woah.. today make him angry again sia.. zzz.. really heartbroken leh... zzz.. haishX.. nvm.. muz ren... tolerate is the best cure lor.. if dun tolerate.. den die le.... haishX.. haishX... sian lah... zzz... dunno wad to do.. i noe le.... i go play gb... cya diary..

yAhOo!

2004-10-18T19:20:00.000-07:00

lOlx... sHoo HapPy.. lAtEr goIng out,.. fiANlLy wE r frEe.. zzz.. hMm... going out with tanya and kumjiawei with an xtra siyuan.. she will be wearing pink pink pink pink and pink.. zzz... see oso sian de... i wearingwhite with blue.. hehe.. nice combination ya..? lOlx.. cOme online juz to write for my best buddy leh.. testimonials.. lolx.. budden.. nevermind lah.. going to have 1 testimonial real soon.... lolX.. she will be returning me.. haishX.. i miss him.. wonder what is he doing.. i dun dare to call him or sk him anything now.. made is hp bill explode like siao de.. zzz... i say me.. he still say not my fault.. >_< i nort happy liaoZ.. zzz.. haha.. nola.. going to city later.. shooo fun.. lolX.. .hmmm... thinking abt later... i am shoooo happy.. going to meet my all those long lost frenz.. u sae fun mah? haha.. ok lah... preparing liaoZ.. gtg.. byebye

a hApPy dAy... fReE!! EXAms oVer!

2004-10-18T06:53:00.000-07:00

pLeAsAnt dAys.. tOdaY iS oNe oF thEm.. eXamS is fiNalLy oVer.. sHoo wE gO aNd cEleBraTe lAhz.. tHen iS liKe cElebRatE dEn dOwn tHerE sHoo fUn dE lOrZ... wE gO tO caUsewAy pOint.. eAt eAt pLay pLay... shOo fUn.. dEn wAlked aLmoSt thE eNtirE cAuseway lIAoz.. dEn wE weRe iN frOnt oF wAtsOn.. dEn tHere hOr.. wE shOo sWay.. sEe sEnsOred pHoto dE.. hAha... dEn cAng nIng, aUdrey aNd ZiXin wAs liKe EeeeEeee lIke tHat Lor.. dEn wE dEciDe tO leAve tHe pLace.. dEn wE gO tO thE liBrAry lOrZ.. dEn tHerE eVen mOre fUn.. gO thEre uNtiL dUnNo tElL wAd tIme.. fRom 2 pLus tO 4 plUs 5.. hAha.. gO tHerE kEnA tHe liBraRiAnz.. hAha.. dEn wE tAke foUR bOokS... sIt dOwn sUmwHerE.. hIdE fRom tHe ,liBrAriAns.. dEn wE dIscuSs aBoUt oUr cOmiNg cHaLEt ThiNgY lOrZ.. hAviNg dEciDed oN NoV 1St.. wE bEgAn tO pLan lOr.. dEn rEaliSed tHat tHe maLAyS aRe dOing fAstinG noRhx.. dEn wE cHangE dAte lOrz.. hMm.. oH yA.. aBouT tHe cAuseWay tHinGy.. wE toOk nEoPrinTs loR.. sHoO cHio.. dEn AudREy tOok wIth cAng NiNg.. hAha.. shOo wEirD dE... iN jAiL SIa.. hAhA.. AudRey lOr.. sHoo cReaTivE.. hAha.. hMm.. mAyb 1 dAy i ShlD tAke wIth aUdrEy.. hAhA.. tOdAy fiNalLy oNliNe lE...! lOlx.. fInaLly... dUnoE hOw loNg dIn cHat lIAoZ.. hAishX.. sOrt oF miSsed hIm... haIhsx.. hMmm.. lOokIng fOrwArD tO toMoLo.. mEetIng tAnya tHey aLl.. wAnNa sEe hOw thEy cHaNge.. hAha.. bRoke rEcoRd liAoz.. tOk tO taNyA 1hR 30MinS.. hAhA.. YaY! lOlx.. Ok laHZ.. maMa naG lIke sIaO liAoz.. lOlx.. bYebyE diAry.. a hApPy dAy.. =)

|XxX-tears-XxX|

2004-10-13T23:58:00.000-07:00

haishX... hRt pAin iSh jUz a mOmenT oF folLy... hU nOes..? tHe neXt moMenT.. hE wiLl jUz tUrn hIs bAck fRoM yoU.. iTs shOo suNny noW... mY mOod aCtuALly gOod dE.. thAnkZ tO sUm1.. haiShx.. nVm.. loLX... qUItE alOt oF tHingS haPpEneD todAy.. loLx... hMmm... haishX.. confident in my history..? dunno lah... den... i oso dunno... my art draw until like shit de... zzz.. haha...

juz quarrelled with him... i wonder wad shld i do now... sianZ... me block me.. den i diao le.. dunno wad to do le... haishX... sianZ... now den i noe.. life without him seems miserable leh... haishX.... (7 slashes) nice sia... kaoZ.. he ignored you...? again...? my frenz they would asked me... haishX.. angry with me ok liao mah.. angry with moi friends for wad...

u totally changed my mood... u blocked me... izzit that u r angry with me alot... alot...? i still hope that u will bring me out of the dark.. dun put me in again.. i hate there... OUCH!!!

haiShx... hRt pAin pAIn...

2004-10-13T01:00:00.000-07:00

haiShx.. tOdaY.. aLthOugh sUn'S up.. bUdDen nORt bRiGht dE...haiShx...thiS shOws tHat mOi mOod sTiLl nOrt gOod nOrhX... haIshX.. tOdaY's exAms.. dUn meNtiOn aNymoRe.. haiShx.. Lost aLot oF maRks siA... haiShx.. i oNli likE THe TiMe wHen i aM iN tHe cAntEen.. cAlLin sUm1.. oTheR dEn tHat.. My dAys sUxs.. haIshx.. sUmtImeS.. i wOuLd cAre tO thInk.. itS stIlL bEtTa wElL oFf iF i dIe dOwn tHerE... oR rAthEr.. dOwn hEre... haiShx.. bUt i dUn wAnnA yOu tO kNow mE.. tHe dArkEr paRt oF mE... hAishX.. u mIghT nORt kNow dE... hAishX.. i dUn nO... i Am cOnfuSed.. hAishZ...

nOw iTs rAinIng.. tHe weAthEr cHangEs.. iTs rAiniNg noW... cUrRentLy tOkinG tO suM1.. fEeliNg bEtTa lAh.. bUdDen hE musCleS pAin.. i hEaRt oSo pAin nOW.. haiShx... siAnz... miSsin hIm.. sErioUSly... rEalLly... hE iS likE... mY eVerYthinG liAoz... haiShx... tHinkIng oF hIm nOW.. buDden cAnt bEar tO sEe/hEar hIm gEt hUrt oR whAt... mY hEart wIlL cRacK oUt dE... haiShx... nOw lIke 1 mOmenT dIn sEe hIm wIlL miSs hIm lIke siAo... sHyt laH... i aDdicTed tO yOu liaOz.. zzz... haiSHx..

wEatHer chAngeD dAmn fAst... Now sUnNy aGain.. zzz... haIshx.. mY fEeliNs sTiLl tHe sAme nOrhX... haVen chANge yEt.. hOpe u wIlL bE thEre whEn i nEed yOu.. wiLl you..?
haiSHx... i DuNno.. tHe tRutH oF eVeryThing...

Take me as I am
Put your hand in mine now and forever
Darling here I stand, stand before you now
Deep inside I always knew
It was you, you and me
Two hearts drawn together bound by destiny
It was you and you for me
Every road leads to your door
Every step I take for evermore

Just say you love me for the rest of your life
I gotta lot of love and I don't want to let go
Will you still love me for the rest of my life?
'Cause I can't go on
No, I can't go on
I can't go on
If I'm on my own

Take me as I am
Put your heart in mine, stay with me forever
'Cause I am just a man who never understood
I never had a thing to prove
'Till there was you
You and me
Then it all came clear so suddenly
How close to you that I wanna be

Just say you love me for the rest of your life
I gotta lot of love and I don't wan to let go
Will you still love me for the rest of my life?
'Cause I can't go on
No, I can't go on
I can't go on
If I'm on my own

Do you believe a love could run so strong?
Do you believe a love could pass you by?
There was no special one for me
I was the lonely one, you see
But then my heart lost all control
Now you're all that I know

Just say you love me for the rest of your life
I gotta lot of love and I don't wan to let go
Will you still love me for the rest of my life?
'Cause I can't go on
No, I can't go on
I can't go on
If I'm on my own
I can't go on
No, I can't go on
'Cause I can't go on (Will you still love me?)
No, I can't go on (Just say you love me)
I can't go on
Without somebody I can call my own
'Cause I can't go on (Will you still love me?)
No, I can't go on (Just say you love me)
Just stay around
'Cause I can't go on (Will you still love me?)
No, I can't go on (Just say you love me)
I can't go on
If you could say your love
'Cause I can't go on (Will you still love me?)
No, I can't go on (Just say you love me)
Stay around, you'll never be alone
~to you~

OKiE.. fOunD tHis sOng fOr a LonG tiMe... i AdmiReD tHe lYriCs.. bUt nOt thE sOng.. zzz.. wAd aM i tOkinG..? i mEan.. i hAven hEar thE soNG.. bUT i liKe the LYriCs... hmMm.. iTs eXplAinS tHat tOugH mEaninG iN it.. wIlL yOu bE tHe oNe tO hElp mE oUt oF tHe woRlD oF dArkNEsS..? hOpe yOu r tHe 1 i Am fIndiNg.. hArd eNouGh.. u aRe mY deAreSt oNE.. loVe yoU alWayS.. =)

2004-10-12T02:54:00.000-07:00

elLox.. iTs mE agAin.. to tag moi bloggie.. zzz...

hmm.. today.. another unseen day... cloudy nehX.. juZ rained.. the weather today not very ggood... den i not very happy.. i hope today sum1 can make me laugh out nehx... hmmm.. haiShx... can smile smile abt today i happy liaoZ... haiHSx... dEn i oso cnt laugh.. people wanna make me laugh oso not shoo easy today.. onli special person lor.. haiSh... i wonder... haiShx... my fren showed me something.. that really does make sense lor...

- i treasure every moments we have together. perfectly sorrie for losing my temper at u. i love eu for eternity. never lettin u go . i will nv let u be replaced cos i will always love euu -

// will you show me the way to heaven \\ will you go with me // hold my hand and never let go \\ will you say you love me //

- mua heart is aching n my mind is in pain. my days hav bcum gloomy n filled wif rain i try 2 hide my pain from the world so it wun reveal i kant stop crying ; mua heart wun heal -

sHe's right.. maybe.. and most likely... haishX.. today summore got geog paper.. den no energy to do.. even dream oso cnt dream.. zzz...haishX... Mr david cheng lah.. wanna wake me up from moi dream tap me mah.. zzz.. scream in front of me for wad..? kaoZ... haiShx.. nvm... haishX... tml de paper.. whether i can pass neh... i oso dunno ... i scared sia... zzz... haishx..cos i dun haf encouragement de... haishX... sum1.. never give me energy... haishX.. nvm... >_< zzz... kKaeZ... gtg off le.. unstable de mood liaoZ... haiSHx... wish u were here... bye

bleah!

2004-10-10T01:40:00.000-07:00

lOlx... whOle dAy noT ComPutEr den iSh phone... i pro lor.. tml exams liaoz leh... zzz... after exams.. wad shld i do nehx..? hmmm... no more studying liao.. haha.. i know le.. whole ay go out with friends.. haha... budden sway thing is.. holi oso needa go back sch sia.. den dec needa go holi.. i dun want...! zzz.. budden dun wan oso no use sia.. needa go leh.. ticket buy liaoz.. haiShx.. i wanna go out with moi friends...! haiShx... exams.. holi... i dun wan exams.. can holi quickly come..? i wanna go out... zzzzzzz... if 1 day can go out hor.. haha.. den i will be very happy.. play till dun wan to go back liaoZ.. haiShx... zzz.. shoo long din reply me sia this guy... pro lor... on the phone... zzz haha.. nvm.. lets wait for kenny.. tok to him nicer.. haha.. but he scareed of me liaoZ.. >_< haha.. okok... go off liaoZ... zzz.. quickly reply lah darling.. zzz

2004-10-07T06:49:00.000-07:00

haiSh.. gotten out of the trap i am in.. finally.. i could sae.. we broke.. haiShx.. this day has been awaiting long in my mind.. for ages... but it seems that.. its of no use.. keeping u beside me will onli cause.. troubles... ur unhappiness.. haiShX.. shoo i choose to leave u..
aFter leAvinG yoU.. i began to bring myself.. to know another guy... haha...this guy a humerous 1.. lolX.. hMm.. being my gorgor.. he has done a very good job... lolX.. hmmm.. dunno lah..todae post will b shoo short.. kkz.. gtg.. bye

hAisHx.. SeC 4 sEniOrs..

2004-10-05T05:29:00.000-07:00

hAisHX.. 26 moRe dAyS oF lonEly hOurS.. muSt uSe wiSely.. iF noT me nExt tiME dUn nid tO thiNk oF fiNdin cOmpanIons tO tEll tRoublEs liaoZ

hiSh.. dunno lah.. sec4's leaving leZ... all my seniors there sia.. haiShx... bahX... let it be lor... anyway they go other school as if will remember us like that.. shoo let it be bahX.. hMmm... thinking of the dAys next time w/o those sec 4's quite lonely.. will miss their... 'eRgh....' when sth happens.. haha... hMmm... thinking of this arh.. makes me think of them even more... hope that this 26 days.. will nv pass shoo fast lahZ.. Zzzzz haiZ... haiZ... think think think.. hMmm.. wOw.. 22th OCTOBER coming soon liaoZ.. hMm.. wonder when i we celebrate that day again.. haiShx.. 10 yrs ltr...? mayb never more leZ.. haiZ.. hope that we can celebrate his birthdae lor.. but.. ppl sure wanna romantic wif his girl... lolX...go restorant.. dine.. haha.. nvm dun tok abt him.. hmm.. todae take neoprints wif Brenda and Audrey..lolX...they shoo chio...then i down there... extra nia.. lolx.. >_<
hMmm.. dunno wad will happen after graduation.. dunno wad will i do.. or wad can i do w/o those sec 4's out there.. they my councellor leh... haiZ... sianZ.. dunno wada do liaoZ.. mayb i might juz to back to the past of mine.. the rebellious me... back to the liying of primary school...haiShx.. sian diao.
Such a 'big' problem with him.. how do i settle.. think liaoZ.. haiZ
kaekae... dun wanna think those sad things liaoZ.. gtg.. bye

2004-09-24T22:12:00.000-07:00

Towards the end of the day... solumnly, my mood changes as well...
In the morning.. saw evon at MRT station, 1st sight c her.. know she is looking for Dion, then before Yeanjun.. saw Sze Him.. she very de moody today.. if not will be her who is doing to talking throughout the whole day lor... me leh.. i was very 'song' haiz... very act lor... like very happy like that... actually.. deep in my heart.. i was worrying abt u... the whole day in school, i have been thinking of what u told me ysterday.. u said those words.. u mean it? Haiz.. then i really like no mood lor.. in school so sit down with Jared and James Ong lor... they very nice de.. especially Jared.. make me laugh sia..! i was drinking water.. make me choke.. haha the water goes to my windpipe and UP!haha.. hmm.. after that me and Yeanjun and Hannah tok to sum sec 2 prefects lor... kaoZ... i missed the chance of toking to Mr chua..! Those prefect very fun leh.. Esp Yaying ==> Ah 'Xiao'... haha... hmm... then i go lot 1 with Yeanjun... saw Joanne on the way lor.. den pull her to Lot 1 oso... then we but fries, fillet dipper and bubble tea.. sweet talk de.. very nice leh! haha.. then... go to the place.. dunno where lah.. outside Lot 1.. say SuM1 de secrets.. and rumers.. haha... den we all go home lor.. dunno y.. i saw Zhihao there at the bus stop outside lot 1.. den he oso nv say hi to me de.. >_< bleah..! so bad.. den so i started saying lor... haiz.. he so shiok take car.. i oso WAN!!! haha.. i go home, then on computer, go play runescape lor.. mood started to get lower liaoz... eat my dinner.. milo and biscuits.. den i online again.. kenny goh online.. say sth not very good... den i go and keep quiet lor.. cos its my fault lor.. siaoZ... haiz.. alwaez me shooo bad de.. the culprit hu spoils everything.. haiZ... den.. i go and lock my self in the computer room lor... cry inside.. no1 noes.. not even my mum... or sis.. den.. i started thinking of u... u make me unable to sleep tonite.. thinking of the ques u gave me.. to tell u.. i have no doubts now.. my answer to u will be.. "Yes, i do" missing u real badly.. hope that u concentrate on ur work.. dun care me hor.. hmm... making lucky stars now.. to give to u.. my dear.. on our anniver... hmm.. waiting fer that day to cum.. a real big present fer u.. okok.. gtg and slp le..
muackZ honey.. misses ya lots!
"If we hold on together, i know our dreams will never die....."

lolx

2004-09-23T03:44:00.000-07:00

Today, in the morning meet Yeanjun to school... late again.. haha.. late fer 10 mins or so leh.. but is hor.. we stand wrong place.. din get to see each other... she arh.. dunno how to take care de.. fall down again.. after that sian diao thing is Mr John Lim lor.. make ppl sian diao de.. early morning punish ppl liaoZ.. heng not me.. haha... den.. we go back class got lesson.. Maths.. sian diao.. see Ms Toh Yan Ri oso will faint.. lolx... early morning scold ppl liaoz... no wonder todae shoo sway lah.. haha... after that Mdm Rozana din cum to school again.. we do our own things lor.. Dion ask me help him do Chinese Compo... haha... in return he do Science for me.. hehe... c i shoo bad.. lolx... hmm... after that recess.. we play like siao... haha... den English lesson.. Mr Goh anounce the oral results.. at least din make me disappointed.. hehe.. ^32/40^ lolx... shoo happy leh...! haha... heard that we broke 1E de record.. lolx.. still need to learn more from them de.. hehe.. after that no assembly leh..! kaoZ...! needa see that Ms Toh de face again liaoz... haiZ.. heNg arh... we go sit in the field... at least can dun c her face for 15 mins.. hehe... do that stupid discussion.. sway.. she call grp 4.. my grp lor.. den we say there's no grp 4.. den Billy's grp kena.. haha ... after that have lunch in school... den go to causeway.. den send Yeanjun home... den actually wanna call sum1 de.. den sum1 from behind scare me sia.. make me choke on my saliava... turn my head.. its Zhi Hao.. lame right? see him feel lyk pulling his spike hair... haha... but i dun dare.. lolx.. at least it brightens up my day todae abit.. so many things happen.. shld at least slowly forget wad happen yesterday lor... sianZ... den go home.. do wad i shld do.. den call hannah.. she sae she doing MATHS.. impossible.. homework leh.. she NEVER do her h/w de lor.. haha den go and do now.. me 'laugh to death' sia.. haha... lolx... hmm.. hu make her do homework de? lolx... hmm... come home le go and on computer lor... den go runescape.. den ltr prepare to go gb.. haha... not planning to do other h/w other den my geog lor... haha... geog tml hand in leh..! if not will die de...!!! OH YA... todae Ms toh give nomination.. den i write Yeanjun de name.. she not happy... hannah wants ppl to write her name.. den i wan to write but no space liaoz... nominated Yeanjun,Dion and Shermin.. haha... den Yeanjun siao de.. dun want ppl nominate her de.. haha.. den in the end oso got write her mah.. lolx... hmm.. think of this thing nehx... make me smile abit lah.. haha.. but RIGHT now..at THIS moment.. i thinking of 'him' the 1 hu can make me smile.. and the 1 hu can make me cry lots... miss ya...

Life is unpredictable...

2004-09-17T05:42:00.000-07:00

HaiZ.. life is really unpredictable.. sianZ... my mum de godpa which is my grandgodpa passed away todae morning.. i oso got asthma de.. he died from asthma attack.. i shoo scared next time will be like him.. haiz.. but luckily.. i am not really very worthy of living in this wonderful world.. i onli belong to a lower class de group lor.. haiz.. smoker WILL NOT be me next time.. to me.. health 1st.. budden.. haiz.. studies may affect ur health too leh.. if results is good.. u will be happy.. health good.. like me.. this type of ppl arh.. sure very cham de.. i sure will be very unhealthy next time de.. mayb 1 dae i may end up very fat(overeating) or very skinny(stressed).. haiZ...
Todae going home with Yuhan den we in the LRT.. saw Nicol cuming out from the LRT wif watermelon.. lolx... wonder wad did he call me.. i onli heard him saying
'Liying' i thought he would call me curly.. haha.. lolx.. todae alot of ppl stay back in school.. me leh.. shoo guai go home study.. then i end up having fever..sore throat.. now sick liaoZ.. haiz.. nvm lah..oso dun need to care de.. no need to see doctor liaoz.. hehe... i have my own personal medicine to cure me.. hehe.. okok..lets hope that monday will be up soon.. because.. i hope to see all my buddies.. Yeanjun, Hannah, Nicol, Dion.. lolx.. they RaWkZ maN.. lolZ... okok.. cya..

Finally..

2004-09-16T22:21:00.000-07:00

Finally completed this entry..long time le.. this diary thingy suits me lots... darkness really fell on me.. haiz..missing the old days i am with my friends... all my buddies.. Yeanjun and Hannah and Nicol... haiz... now... it seems that Nicol has been out of our team... Hannah wun even appreciated wad god have given her.. luckily.. Nicol did understand the meaning for wads love ---> no need the person u love to be by ur side de... hmm.. thats wad i have learnt too.. this is really the most touching couple i have ever seen...
Today Weihong and Andre KNS de... hate them lah.. they shld noe wad they did during the recess todae.. hate them man.. dare to kajiao me de frenz.. 'kiam pa' haha.. relax... kiddin nia.. ltr they all cum wif their frenz and beat me up sia.. lolx.. haiz.. nvm.. 4get about the thingy of wad happen juz now laH... 'forgive and forget' lolx... hmm.. now.. abit sian liaoz.. i juz done this new bloggy fer myself lor.. juz hope that ppl can tag my blog... hmm.. this blog i ahve done fer ages.. if ppl noe me.. den can tell me whether my blog nice anot.. hehe... ok le lah...
i go off liaoZ.. wish every1 having prelims in my school good luck.. p/o
sign off, liying (*_-)